What shall I say, Mademoiselle?
I am a tedious bore, a born liar, a useless fool, an unwelcome guest, and one that does not worth the least of anyone’ s care, particular** of you. It is better for me to seal my mouth, kick away my pen, and bury myself in some forgotten place and eat my heart up. Why must I write you? Why? Why? Why? But oh! These rainy days! I’m feeling like a dying dog.
(in some sort of desperation)
我該說什么好呢,**?
我是一個乏味的討厭鬼、一個生來的撒謊者、一個無用的傻瓜、一個不受歡迎的客人,而且是一個不配任何人,特別是你的哪怕一點點關心的人。對我來說最好把我的嘴巴封住,把我的筆踢開,把我自己埋到一個被人遺忘的地方去,并且把我的心吃掉。為什么我一定要寫信給你呢?為什么?為什么?為什么?哦,該死的下雨天!我感到就像是一條快要死的狗。
大意:
(于某種絕望的心境中)